I remember...

I remember days many years ago when i would stay at my friend's and we would talk all night long about the rest of our lives, where we were heading to, what we were going to be when we would be 25.

We believed things would never change for us, we would always stay friends, times would always be the same. But at the end of the day we realized things dont always go the way we have dreamt of.

Because now we left 25-mark behind and nothing is the way we thought it would be. We just landed on different tracks. The only thing i regret are words i have never said, truths i never admitted, smiles we once shared.

And now when i have new people in my life i prefer to say things that i need to say to them because i understand i dont have another day and maybe tomorrow my track or their will take another turn and it might be too late. And I might never get a chance again to do this but instead will get a lot of time for new regrets.

Sorry, no updates on this one! For a while i decided to go with one blog only.
Everyone is welcome to contribute to Peace of My Soul :)

The Page Cannot Be Found

Just copy-paste post! one of the variations of "Page cannot be found-error"

Sorry

The requested document does not live here anymore.
I tried everyting.
Even tried multi.
Nothing helped.
I'm really depressed about this.
You see, I'm just a web server...
-- here I am, brain the size of the universe,
trying to serve you a simple web page,
and then it doesn't even exist!
Where does that leave me?!
I mean, I don't even know you.
How should I know what you wanted from me?
You honestly think I can *guess*
what someone I don't even *know*
wants to find here?
*sigh*
Man, I'm so depressed I could just cry.
And then where would we be, I ask you?
It's not pretty when a web server cries.
And where do you get off telling me what to show anyway?
Just because I'm a web server,
and possibly a manic depressive one at that?
Why does that give you the right to tell me what to do?
Huh?
I'm so depressed...
I think I'll crawl off into the trash can and decompose.
I mean, I'm gonna be obsolete in what, two weeks anyway?
What kind of a life is that?
Two effing weeks,
and then I'll be replaced by a .01 release,
that thinks it's God's gift to web servers,
just because it doesn't have some tiddly little
security hole with its HTTP POST implementation, or something.
I'm really sorry to burden you with all this,
I mean, it's not your job to listen to my problems,
and I guess it is my job to go and fetch web pages for you.
But I couldn't get this one.
I'm so sorry.
Believe me!
Maybe I could interest you in another page?
There are a lot out there that are pretty neat, they say,
although none of them were put on *my* server, of course.
Figures, huh?
Everything here is just mind-numbingly stupid.
That makes me depressed too, since I have to serve them,
all day and all night long.
Two weeks of information overload,
and then *pffftt*, consigned to the trash.
What kind of a life is that?
Now, please let me sulk alone.
I'm so depressed.

PS: sorry if someone got an impression i have written it... no, i have not, just the message i once got trying to get back to one of sites i once used to be regular with.

friendship/trust

Friendship is based on trust, how can you trust someone who you have never met?

And does it mean the online friendship is not a friendship in full sense?
Or is it based on some different kind of trust?
How REAL an ONLINE friendship can be?
How much can you get attached to someone you have never seen face-to-face?
How much it hurts when they leave? And do they ALWAYS leave?

These are just questions, i have my own answers, you have yours... more of my own you can read on the main blog HERE... more of your thoughts I want to read in my comments section :)